I'm Riding Shotgun

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I’m Riding Shotgun….

God’s in the driver’s seat.

Let me start off by saying that I don’t have a reason in the world to complain, and it’s not because I’m coming out on top. Rachel and I are 2,253 miles apart, and will be for the next 10 weeks. At the present moment I’m homeless, jobless, and the most important person in the world to me is thousands of miles away. Some may scream out, “Why me, oh Lord, why me??!!”, and I’m not going to front like it didn’t cross my mind, but this is God’s plan. If it were up to me, I’d already be working at a major studio in Los Angeles with a nice salary, nice crib, and a wife living in the same city as me. And that’s not to say this won’t happen. It’s just not going to happen right now, and I’m moving into a space where I’m okay with that. Why? Because God has been blessing me my whole life and there’s no reason that this period of my life will be any different. I’d love to boast and brag on Facebook about how I’m killing the game in LA (and still might when the time’s right), but the more important lesson I’m learning right now is to be patient and wait on the Lord.

So before you paint a grim picture of my life, allow me to explain. Everything Rachel and I do is calculated. She’s currently in Athens, GA living with my family while she studies for the Georgia Bar. Since I’m considered her #1 distraction, we thought it best to have her study there while I do the Cali thing. And what does this cost us??? Not a damn thing! Free living while she guarantees me she’ll pass the bar….Winning!

As for me, I didn’t just jump out to Los Angeles blindly. My oldest brother lives in LA and has been doing his thing in Hollywood for over 15 years now. I made arrangements to live with him months ago while I land a job and crib for Rachel after she completes the bar. This is on top of the fact that I had an interview lined up with Warner Bros. prior to coming out to LA. I live in his garage (which is more like a fully furnished studio apartment with a 50” plasma on the wall) and come and go as I please. Since Rachel has the Jeep in GA with her, I had to rent a car. No sweat. So all I’m spending is $140 a week plus food here and there, because his wife cooks basically every night! So it’s all good, then I get thrown a curve ball….

I’m able to get the interview with Warner Bros. off the strength of who my brother is. I crush the interview off the strength of who I am, and I’m asked to come back for second rounds. I crush both of those interviews and now I’m just waiting on the offer letter. Now truth be told, the position I’m applying for is cool, but not exactly what I was looking for. The pay is decent (not Beemer, Benz, or Bentley), and the work is just okay at best. What I realized is that I was going so hard just because I felt like I “needed” a job ASAP and it was in the industry that I’ve been wanting to get into. The issue was that I fell back into my old routine of settling instead of waiting to receive the blessings that God has in store for me. Well, good thing God prefers his plan over mine.

The irony of the situation is that the same person (my brother) that got me the interview is the same reason I can’t be considered for the job. Long and short, that particular position would have allowed me access to my brother’s company’s financial statements, which then would have created a conflict of interest between Warner Bros., myself, and my Brother’s company. Who in the hell saw that coming??? Not me. Not my brother. Not Warner Bros. (until yesterday), and I interviewed with them over a week and a half ago! I all but had the job in my hands, but I guess I never really did in the end. While they would have loved to have me and I would have killed in the position, I can’t say I would have been all that happy. Good thing for me, I have God’s favor, and he clearly wants more for me than I want for myself.

So I’m not technically homeless, but I am jobless and my wife IS thousands of miles away and will be for weeks to come. Even still, it’s easy for me to wake up in the morning smiling because I’m blessed to be a child of God. I serve an amazing God who never has and never will leave me. I gotta run – back to the grind.

Be Blessed!!

Julius